Sie sitzt da
So ganz allein
Schaut nicht auf
Macht sich klein
Inmitten unter uns
Unbemerkt und blass
Ihr eigener Hass
Gerichtet gegen sich selbst
Kann sich selbst nicht leiden
Möchte nicht weiter
"i’m not ignoring you i just don’t know what to say to you" a film written, directed, produced by and starring me
Its hard for people without depression to understand when some days that just dropping a cup of water will bring you to tears because they think oh this is just one little thing but you see it as oh my god I can’t even get water without fucking up and now I’ve made a huge mess I shouldn’t even try
Is summer still a thing ? Does warm weather still exist? Will it ever come back?
I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.
I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.
It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.
But when I see a mother with her child;
A girl with her lover;
Or a friend laughing with their best friend;
I realize that even though I like being alone
I don’t fancy being lonely.
i can only handle so much socializing until i get tired and start getting irritated towards everyone and want to go home and sleep or lock myself in my room and go on the computer